Some form of update-like thing

The lighting fast speed that time has been passing lately is really disturbing. Is being an adult always like this? =/

Inktober was a good thing for me, personally. Artistically, it made me feel really comfortable using this one type of brush marker pen, so I feel confident enough to actually start drawing a graphic novel traditionally, as digital inking takes me too long but other brush markers run dry too quickly. After Fighting-Tournament ends I'm going to attempt to finish writing the story. Inktober also got me in a good habit of drawing out ideas I have quickly instead of saving them for later, during which they stagnate and I give up on them.

Besides all the good stuff, I'm kinda afraid that another wave of depression is sinking back into my life. I really hope not. It feels like a switch just flipped and one day I was happy but the next day I felt empty and emotionless. And then it stayed that way. Y^Y I'll have to figure things out soon because I don't want to fall back into a depressing mindset >____> Going to try staying at the top of the whirlpool, don't want to fall in O__<

Also yay winter, I hope we get snow!!